Thursday, March 17, 2011

Beloved,


I keep trying to believe that You have a purpose for my life.  I don't know what it is, or if I'll ever figure it out, but I keep trying to believe it anyway.  The readings today were about "Ask and you shall receive, seek and you shall find."  Obviously, I'm asking for marriage, but if that is not Your will, I could be okay with that if there were some other purpose for my life.  I don't really get how this limbo is a part of Your will.  I guess I'm trying to seek You in the midst of this.  I don't seem to be finding.  I guess what I'm saying is I'm confused and I'm lost.  Since I can't find You, will You please find me?